Well, as told by the title, this is the last day of school. I realized with a heavy heart that Tuesday, the graduation I sang at, was the last time I may ever see some of my senior friends. I cried when I got home. *sighs* it was horrid...
Excitement!! I get to go out to McDonald's for lunch with my friends and my sister. One of my gal-pals is going nuts with sexual frustration and she's cracking me up. She acts like it's a sin to feel horny. So funny.
I have a boyfriend!! w00t!!! I get to go see him in July. My mom likes him, which tends to be rare. My dad hasn't met him yet, but he's been told and I'm hoping that when that encounter does occur,that it will be a good one. Something funny: I'm pagan and my b/f's name is Jesus (like the mexican way, ya know? *ditsy laugh*) And he speaks no Spanish. O_O Ironic... I never thought I'd speak more Spanish than my Mexican significant other.
Speaking of, I get my final final grades today. I thought I would fail Algebra II again, but I got a 96 on the final and an 86 in the class. Damn better than the 54 from last year!! I'm passing my computer class with a 93, and I find out the rest later.
Pray for me, ya'll. I applied for another, promising, job yesterday. With it, I would finally be able to get done the things I want to get done. Scratch that. NEED to get done. ID and/or license, car, savings. I've decided to take massage therapy classes once I'm out of highschool. That will be my transition period, instead of taking off from school completely. It will teach me anatomy, anyway. Plus, during senior year, I've got my Vo-Tech for Office Management. ^.^ Things are well on their way, I think.
I'm staying with my mom for a while. I'm gunna help her get better and earn up so I can get her out of this God-ridden state. She's just so sick and tired of being sick and tired. I'm going to help her start her ranch-type-place.
Okashi. I have sorted through my problems. I've been talking to myself more than usual, and Wwe have come to the decision that Wwe are happy where Wwe are and with who Wwe're with. I would still like to be friends, but I just don't know how well that'll work out if you're still hesitant around me. I can feel it. I stayed away from Hideki on Saturday, and plan to keep doing so, so you needn't worry about having to wonder about your own misunderstandings anymore. My love was for all of you, as friends. Good friends.
Kitsune. *glomp* HI!! I have been sporting gay pride at school all week. I've been painting free rainbows on people and have been going elaborate on my own face. I have this rainbow tie-dye sarong and I've washed it everday, wearing it in between as once a shawl, once a shirt, and today, a skirt. I've gotten many-a-compliment on my creativity. I have a bunch of new picture that I SO want to post, but I have no scanner. I need to go to my asshole's house to take care of that situation.
GOTTA GO!!!!!
*~*Ookami*~*

I had my concert last night. No family came and that brought up thoughts about my birthday... ONE person on the ENTIRE side of my step-dad's family wished my a happy birthday. My big 18 and not a peep. *sniffles*
My mom stayed home to take care of my sick dad and my grandparents were mad cuz they didn't get their way... so... no one showed. My voice broke cuz I'm sick, but I tried anyway. I got to hang out and take pictures with my Russian friend. I'm sad cuz his program ends next month. We will be pen pals though. Which is awesome. I have to get to work on a Power point project in class, so I'll holla back later! ^.^
*~*Ookami*~*

I am working on a bunch of new pages... I'm on page seven and have ideas into the next, and previous storylines of the thing. Unfortunately, I have no scanner access, nor ink, and therefor cannot post the comic or other art. More later
*~*Ookami*~*

TWO DAYS!!!TWO DAYS!!!TWO DAYS!!!TWO DAYS!!!TWO DAYS!!!TWO DAYS!!!TWO DAYS!!!TWO DAYS!!!TWO DAYS!!!TWO DAYS!!!TWO DAYS!!!TWO DAYS!!!TWO DAYS!!TWO DAYS!!!TWO DAYS!!!!TWO DAYS!!!TWO DAYS!!!TWO DAYS!!!TWO DAYS!!!TWO DAYS!!!TWO DAYS!!!TWO DAYS!!!......yeah.....

My birthday is in 3 days... and I won't get to spend it with the people I want to. I haven't seen Mouse in a month... and it's my fault. Well... I did see her a few weeks ago, but it wasn't like a big happy reunion. I kinda felt like I should have been crying, but didn't want to... or something. I don't know. It was like when I looked at her, I just wanted to grab her and dance with her and kiss her and tell her I was sorry and tell her I wish I hadn't done what I did... but I couldn't... *sniffle* I don't know why I'm still so confused. *grabs chunks of hair and starts pulling* WHY THE F*** DOES LIFE HAVE TO BE SO HARD!!!!
I had a fairly good weekend considering everything else. I went to a friend's house and they were having a party when I got there, so I just joined in. Then I went home with a couple other friends and watched a movie and crashed on the loveseat in their living room. Then I went to the club Saturday, saw Hideki and other friends of mine, went to gypsy for an hour or so, then went back to the club. There was a fight and I ended up going home with a friend to stay there. I burned my foot in hot water and fell in love with the CUTEST puppy named Mary Jane. >< SO CUTE!!!
I still have 10 minutes until class is out. I had to do an assignment, but I'm so freaking good with these stupid programs... 10 minutes, flat. Go me. *sits in silence for a while, train of thought: DERAILED* I think I'll go draw something. I'm working on random depictions of friends as anthro-critters. Why does everyone like cats so damned much. BLAH!!
Love blessings to all.
*~*Ookami*~*